I miss this site of mine so much. It has served me well for the times where I had to do my usual rantings whenever I’m angry, happy, sad or disappointed. Basically the times where the weight on my shoulders was too much for me to handle.
It’s sad to say but I guess I’ve found some place better for me to rant things out.
I’ll visit this site of mine again whenever I feel like it.
Xx! (:
Maroon 5 (Ft. Wiz Khalifa) - Payphone
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stucked in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that sh*t
I’ll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don’t need my name on my show
You can tell it I’m ballin’
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could’ve saw
But sad to say it’s over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
So much relevance right now..
Initially, my plan earlier today was to go out with my girls Ola and Nabilah. But, Ola had soccer training so yeah :/
Ended up spending my day with Kristy whom I’ve not for so long! HEHEHE. Wanted to head to town but we decided not to and just roamed around Tampines! :)
Had heart to heart talk with her which was really great and rather a mind opener. She’s single for so long yet she talks like as if she has more experience. HAHA!
I love you bayb!♥♥♥
Quite honestly, the only reason why I’m here is because I just wanna say that I screwed up for actually lying when I said i didn’t reply the texts of the guy whom I once went out with. But hey, my conversation with him was rather clean and no it wasn’t flirtatious or anything because he even acknowledged my boyfriend’s existence.
The only reason why I’ve been feeling too down was because words hurt. And one don’t just walk away from me so many times or leave me.
So for this, I admit that I lied and i truly am sorry.
Had to go back to my former school, Bedok South Secondary school earlier today to collect an award. Really mood dampening because it took away half of my day. PSHK! But that’s okay because I get to see my oh so handsome principal Mr Ari, my favorite teacher Mr Michael, my motherly form teacher Mrs Liau, my maths teacher Mr Goh, my sarcastically funny english teacher Mrs Kow and my science teacher Mr Douglas ^_^
I’m forever feeling awkward whenever I’ve to collect an award, shake the hand of someone of a high authority and smile in front of the camera. BLEARGHHH. Socially awkward girl~
Anyway, after the whole event, got home to change into something more casual and met Nabilah :)
Had my first and only meal at swensens and treated her to dinner! Had a really great heart to heart talk with her which was in all honesty really relieving that I even broke down and cave in to my emotions. Finally let out everything. I really love how her words are always knocking some sense into me.
“You’re my best friend. I just want to see you happy.” Of course there were other sensitive things being said and mentioned but that’ll be between her and I.
And its true, what’s meant to be, will be. I have such sweet and caring best friends that I would actually put my life on the line for them if there’s ever a need. They’re really the ONLY ones who never fail to lift my spirits up, there for me through the ups and downs and have really seen me at my best and worst. I will never trade my best friends for anything or sacrifice them for anything. Much less put them second to others.
Really thankful for having Nabilah who’s just spontaneously funny and chatty that she makes me laugh really hard that I tear! Ended the day by walking home with her.♥
I love you baby girl!♥♥♥
Sometimes all I need is to let out all these whirlpool of emotions that’s surging through me and cry it all out so that I’ll be able to see the bigger picture more clearly. And sometimes, I need advices to knock some sense into me instead of telling myself to apply the advices that I give to people.
It’s true, if I learn to accept things as they are, I’ll be more happier and less worked up. You have to let things fall apart in order to make way for better things, right?
Dear God, I’m not about to ask you for anything. Just for now, I would like to thank you for giving me the people that I need in my life. Thank you for bringing them to me because they’re all that I really need. If there’s a need for you to take away anyone in my life (preferably NOT my best friends), please replace the person with someone better. Thank you for giving me the strength and patience to go through every ordeal that’s in my way. Amen.
(via serenadesofparadise)
